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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-08 04:46 pm

What Makes an Erotic Book Cover

Mori: After the end of my real-life bar graphing bacchanalia (lying on the floor, surrounded by books with tits and ass on the cover), I found myself having one of those 1AM conversations with my headmates: what makes a book cover truly EROTIQUE? What is that je nais se quoi and other fancy French words that give it the oomph?

this is the horny comic book equivalent of a bunch of wine aficionados talking in snooty Boston accents about the fine details of their stale grape juice and how great it is. )
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote in [community profile] pluralstories2025-08-07 08:10 pm

vivid/stasis by Hajimeli (mystery vn/rhythm game, 2023, 2025)

submitted by Sploosh! Thank you, Sploosh!

"Lost in the labyrinth of your own heart, can you still hear the song of the cosmos?"

Blurb: A rhythm game/mystery vn hybrid about a girl named Saturday Tasogare looking for her lost sister.

Why is it worth your time?: It's a well written mystery game about moving past trauma and fighting to see the future. The plural stuff is unfortunately all spoilers, but notably the plural's healing process involves reuniting together while remaining their own persons, including the antagonists.

Plural/+1 Tags: abuse low focus, copies, teamwork, enmity, switching

Content Warnings: contain spoilers; see comments

The game has a detailed list of content warnings for each chapter that can be enabled in settings.

Access Notes: Free on steam. An itch.io release with more focus on story is also planned, and will be also be free. The game right now has several options for accessibility, including automatically unlocking all story nodes, increasing song rewards, and lowering boss song requirements. Game also has a playthrough up, though it's a bit outdated since the 5.0.0 update changed some things, they're mostly minor; you can still watch it and have a good experience. Unlocks for rhythm content can also be adjusted in the accessibility settings.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote in [community profile] pluralstories2025-08-07 07:56 pm

Designations Congruent with Things by cleanwhiteroom (drama/slice-of-life fanfic, 2013, 2025)

Submitted by [personal profile] sagittaoftime! Thanks, [profile] saggitaoftime!

Blurb: The apocalypse has been cancelled, thanks to the work of scientists Hermann Gottleib and Newton Geizler (although they aren't the rockstars in the giant mecha). Then Hermann has to save Newton from bureaucracy's need to make sure he isn't going to try to get the world-destroying kaiju back, prompting them to move to a new city and start over. After everything that's happened, though, that's going to involve a lot of missteps, miscommunications, and misapprehensions.

Why is it worth your time?: Beautiful prose, accurate descriptions of the weird workings of the human brain, two friends stumbling their way through an asexual romance, it's about living through the end of the world and dealing with the mundanity of life while struggling with trauma. Its ability to pull out the raw human emotion from a summer blockbuster action movie showcases the best of what fanfiction can be. Also has so many references to various fields of science and math and philosophy such that, if you are acquainted in some depth with any of them, you will have a moment of "Hey! I know what they're referencing!"

Plural/1+ Tags:
abuse: high focus, people: copies, people: the dead [i.e., copies of dead people], relationships: enmity, relationships: teamwork, type: setting-specific, type: non-switching [mostly; characters switch at two points, but it's experienced as a bug, not a feature]

Content Warnings:
Per the author: "The story contains realistic depictions of neurological, physical, and bureaucratic trauma. The prose is powerful. Stop reading if it triggers you. All of that being said, like everything I write, I consider this to be a hopeful story about the ways to carry something beautiful in your heart during the darkest of times." Additionally, there's a point at which Newt goes on top of a very tall wall in an inadvisable mental state (not suicidal but like he's not Okay either), alcohol is consumed at various points, Newt can't stand the sight of the tattoos that cover most of his body, Newt and Hermann Have Issues, frequent references to past character death, horrible communication, frequent semi-graphic flashbacks but no on-screen abuse, grief, not so much ableism as being extremely frustrated with disability preventing you from climbing into a giant robot to fight kaiju, vague unhappy family relations on Newt's part... look, humanity had to fight world-destroying kaiju for twelve years, and everyone and everything is messed up from it. Newt gets nosebleeds a lot. People throw up once or twice but it's not really described. There's neurologist visits. You might think sex is about to happen but it never does and everyone's chill with that. It's life. Also Newt cuts his (and Hermann's) hand open at one point to put in a little computer chip so he can control the lights by snapping his fingers. Also Newt starts experiencing psychosis from sleep deprivation. Also coerced consent to medical procedures (off-screen), traumatic medical procedures (off-screen but the consequences make up a majority of the story). The stress of suddenly being a global superstar (mostly background, Newt's living under a rock). The AO3 tags say self-harm, I think it's in the sense of reckless behavior.

Accessibility Notes: Available on Archive of Our Own (and thus in various EPUB, HTML, and PDF formats) and on the author's website (in webpages, EPUB, and PDF; EPUB and PDF are the 2013 edition that seems to be identical to the 2025 one but I can't tell). Chapters 1 through 21 (of 28 total) are available as an audiobook here, in MP3 format. Website is mobile friendly.

Misc. Notes (if any): It also has a prequel/sequel and a prequel-sequel, which are in the process of being re-uploaded. (yes the author refers to them as that)
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote in [community profile] pluralstories2025-08-07 07:29 pm

NOISZ STΔRLIVHT by Anarch Entertainment (video game, 2022)

Submitted by a generous Anonymous! Thanks, anon!

"Become the new #1 hit idol group, battle interdimensional music monsters, rebel against your corporate overlords, wield a mighty soul-devouring experimental weapon, and be unstoppably, unapologetically gay."

Blurb: Mobile Rhythm Game/Bullet Hell/Visual Novel hybrid about an idol group fighting monsters born from music. You play as their Producer, a wheelchair-bound accountant working for the Antiphon company who was suddenly promoted to their manager. She is tasked with developing the girls' bonds with each other to fight Noise Beasts by Beyond, a mysterious masked figure who hides much more then she lets on.

Why is it worth your time?: One of the members of STARLIVHT, Sumire, is plural. Her alter Hitori is written with nothing but sympathy and is treated as his own person despite his doubts. Both characters are playable, which I'd like to go into more but it's hard to really get into how well the gameplay functions with their plurality in a short blurb, so I'll just say it's very interesting. Their other alter, Firebird, is also treated sympathetically despite being a minor antagonist for part of one chapter. Firebird is not playable directly, but two of Sumire and Hitori's shared styles make several references to them.

Producer is also revealed to be plural, but I don't know how to summarize that here succinctly.

Plural/+1 Tags: abuse:intermediate-focus, identityblending(? regarding Firebird), relationships:family, relationships:teamwork, relationships:friendship, type:switching, type:setting-specific, type:on purpose, visions

Content Warnings: (contains spoilers) unreality, identity issues, abusive parenting, references to physical and emotional abuse, depictions of transphobia and mentions of transphobia directed at trans characters, some blood, major character death, minor/previous character death, forced outing by a shitty parent,

Accessibility Notes: Game is free on iOS and Android mobile devices with optional one-time in-app purchases. Game is also a sequel to NOISZ for PC, but can be played and enjoyed as a standalone title.

Misc. Notes: Game is just generally really good with it's representation, including a very canon major sapphic couple, major trans girl character, and several other minor queer characters.

Also the lead developer is plural.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote in [community profile] pluralstories2025-08-07 06:57 pm

Man Into Woman, by Lili Elbe and Niels Hoyer (biography, 1931)

Submitted by [personal profile] acorn_squash! Thank you, [personal profile] acorn_squash!

"My age has nothing whatever to do with the age of Andreas, as I did not share flesh and blood with Andreas from the beginning. It was Andreas who possessed supremacy over this body for almost a lifetime. And it was only later that I developed in our common body, so that this body evolved until there was no longer any room for Andreas."

Blurb: In March 1930 Danish artist Einar Wegener entered Magnus Hirschfeld’s Institute for Sexual Science (Institut für Sexualwissenschaft) in Berlin, to be interviewed, examined, and photographed before embarking on a series of surgeries that, according to the thinking of the day, would transform him into a woman. Man into Woman (1933) is the life narrative of Lili Ilse Elvenes, popularly known as Lili Elbe and considered by some scholars (and by the narrative itself) to be the first person to undergo what was then called genital transformation surgery (Genitalumwandlung). Elbe’s life story, initially published in 1931 as Fra Mand til Kvinde [From Man into Woman], is the first full-length narrative of a subject who undergoes a surgical change in sex. We would now call this gender confirmation surgery, but Lili saw herself as a distinct person from Einar (Andreas Sparre in the narrative). (from Publication History on LiliElbe.org)

Why is it worth your time?: Lili Elbe gets a lot of attention as (for example) the only trans woman ever to have a uterus transplant, but I had no idea she was plural before I read this. Though she died young, Elbe lived a full and happy life and was accepted and supported by Gerda Wegener (Einar Wegener’s wife) from the beginning. It’s fascinating to learn about her experience as a trans woman in early 20th century Europe and to see how she and others conceptualized her multiplicity.

Plural/1+ Tags: abuse: low-focus, closeting, creator speaks from experience, type: switching

Content Warnings for the American Edition: headmate death, depression, suicidal thoughts, homophobia, transmisogyny, random transmisandry (page 51), corporeal punishment, forced kisses, blood, language now considered ableist

Accessibility Notes: Free, online, and screenreadable in English, Danish, and German. All versions archived on the Wayback Machine.

Misc. Notes: Skip the introduction. It’s not worth reading.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-06 09:06 pm

Our Brain On Tufte

Mori: man, what a crummy brain day.

Brain: x_x what will you do to nourish me?

Mori: organize magazines at the sci-fi library, of course! What could be more soul-nurturing than that?!

Brain: you’re right, absolutely nothing!

Mori: man, I can’t help but notice how racy these chainmail bikini babes are and how they’re all over the place, even in nonporny things, while the actual porn we buy these days is way, way tamer in their cover art. These old geeks get to have jiggling nipples everywhere while Rogan can barely buy gay porn comics with a shirtless guy on the cover.

Brain: Hmm... could we make a soul-nurturing activity out of this??? @_@

Mori: I want to go through our entire bookshelf for all the nudity and horny covers and then arrange them into real-life bar graphs charting them by year, content, and couplings.

Brain: HUZZAH! That’s the way to use me! I feel better already!

(And then we made photo graphs and photographs.)
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-04 09:28 pm
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Bob’s Birthday Ice Cream

Bob: my birthday’s in two weeks, and Rogan asked what I wanted. My response? All the food I am not allowed to eat in my old, bad-heart body. Fried food, desserts, fat and sweets and flavors.

Today, he was at the ice cream shop, and one of the specials was Xtabentun coffee ice cream with anise/honey liqueur. Coffee and booze: my favorite combination! (And wasted on these kids; Falcon is the only one in this place who appreciates a decent cup of coffee asides from me.)

I staked my birthday claim early. I got my ice cream. Oh, it was an experience to be savored, for sure! Best ice cream I’ve ever had... and their body can take it no problem.

Happy early birthday to me!
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-03 11:45 am

Somerville Yart Sale (Saturday, Aug. 9)

I made the listing of AllFam invisible except to me and previous buyers. The takedown notice is still publicly accessible, but at least it won't be scaring off any potential customers. (And I've now finally accepted the inevitable and created the "pedojacket" tag so I can have an easy way to track shit like this happening to me.)

In better news, we're going to be a part of the Somerville YART Sale event with Joshua Porterfield! We'll have a table of art, zines, books, and FORBIDDEN OBJECTS in front of 68 Bonair At., Somerville, MA 02145.

Event Date: Saturday, August 9th, 12–6 PM (weather date Sunday, August 10th)
Event Map:   https://somervilleartscouncil.org/yart-sale/yart/ (check out more people selling art as yard sales!)
More info anytime at: www.somervilleartscouncil.org/yart-sale

I have also updated my Events Page, which I just realized a lot of people may not know the existence of. (Didn't help that I myself neglected it a lot during the early years of COVID.)
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-01 10:48 pm
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Wow, I hate this.

Today I just realized that All in the Family ISN'T just plain invisible or "Error 404" when people reach it. People see the takedown notice and since I very obviously don't do photorealistic art, kinda the only conclusion to draw is that my work is "Content glorifying sexual violence" or "minors, minor-presenting, or suggested minors in a sexual context."

This is incredibly degrading. This might be more humiliating than getting shadowbanned from Gumroad for Cultiples, and that was pretty damn crummy.

I make mental health work about sexual trauma. It's bad for business to have "minors in a sexual context" as code for "child pornography" anywhere near me professionally, even if you ignore that this is, again, a memoir about how incest fucked me up. The whole point is that it's awful! Josie Riesman called it "one of the most brutal and engaging comics I’ve ever read." Tarun Athmika did a whole fucking paper on the politics of implication in (among other things) All in the Family, and how bans of discussion of oppression supports that oppression! Holy shit, he couldn't have been more prescient had he tried!

I've still heard nothing from itch.io. I ordered my payout a week ago and it's still "in review." I don't know if I'm going to get paid. The idea that I might get pedojacketed, AGAIN, for totally nonsense reasons is...

I don't know what it is.

This never used to happen to me until 2023, and now it's becoming normal to me. This is just life to me now. And I feel stupidly naive that it took this long to happen; it feels like it was always going to.

At least I can take comfort that the Banned Book Sale is going well. But god, I would've way rathered never throwing one.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-08-01 05:59 pm
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2025 August Fan Poll

Heads up, y'all; on account of having my psychological murder memoir banned as child pornography, I am throwing a Banned Book Sale to help compensate for the loss! Enjoy! And now for the usual poll announcement:

Hey everybody, it's that time again: time to vote for which stuff gets the LiberaPay/Patreon money this month!

As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes.  (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here!  (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.

Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month?  YOU CHOOSE, readers!
Poll #33450 2025 August Fan Poll
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 24


Did you toss LiberaPay/Patreon money my way last month?

View Answers

Yes (my votes count double)
4 (100.0%)

What writing gets posted this month?

View Answers

Infinity Smashed: Born Lucky
2 (8.3%)

Reverend Alpert: the Traveling Exorcist
2 (8.3%)

Henchwench for Hire (F/F supervillainy)
2 (8.3%)

Rutless (trans omegaverse porno)
2 (8.3%)

Flights of Reality (the Cursed City)
0 (0.0%)

Anatomy of a Dance (essay)
4 (16.7%)

The Boy Whose Heart Is Home (teen hardship)
4 (16.7%)

The Battleaxe and the Blood-Eater (pseudo Greco-Roman gladiators)
3 (12.5%)

LB Economics (essay)
7 (29.2%)

Cultiples #1 Afterword (essay made of AAAAAAH)
5 (20.8%)

Aphantasia and Headspace (essay)
11 (45.8%)

two apocalyptic micro-stories
1 (4.2%)

What art/comic/zine gets posted this month?

View Answers

Cult Comix
4 (17.4%)

Death Watch
5 (21.7%)

How it Was, How It Is
6 (26.1%)

2012 hospital sketchbook
1 (4.3%)

2013 Homeless Year sketchbook
4 (17.4%)

2014 AllFam sketchbook
7 (30.4%)

Blushing and Scent (Mori/Rawlin fluff)
9 (39.1%)

2015 early Biff sketchbook
5 (21.7%)

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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-07-31 06:36 pm
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the Hands of a Dozen Strangers: My Experience at a Compassionate Touch Workshop

The Hands of a Dozen Strangers: My Experience at a Compassionate Touch Workshop
Summary: “Loving, consensual touch can be a deliberate religious practice.” —Christine Hoff Kraemer, Eros and Touch from a Pagan Perspective, pg. 122.
Series: Essay
Word Count: 2700
Notes: Winner of the LiberaPay/Patreon fan poll! A lot of these ideas I originally got from Eros and Touch from a Pagan Perspective, especially chapters 1: “Divided for Love’s Sake: An Erotic Cosmology” and 4: “the Sacrament of Touch.” The author has generously uploaded it to archive.org; check it out!

Unsurprisingly to anyone familiar with my history, I (Rogan of LB) have trouble being physically close to people. So what was I doing going to a compassionate touch workshop in a mysterious half-renovated warehouse with a dozen strangers, most of them men? Well, I wanted a change. I wanted to change.

Read more... )
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-07-30 01:56 pm

Where to buy the AllFam Ebook in the meantime

Thank you again to everyone who's contributed to the Banned Book Sale; I didn't expect the response and am deeply grateful. I've sold like a dozen books in a week, which is super-unusual for me. Thank you!

Until I hash things out with itch.io (no response yet), you can buy the AllFam ebook (and the script version) on Payhip. I am slowly uploading all my ebooks there, starting with the stuff most likely to be banned. I have everything copied over now except for the Megapack which is... by far the largest and may take a bit.

EDIT: okay, Megapack should be up now too. Whew.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-07-30 01:07 pm

Comic: Red Tape Hell, 2015

Wow, y'all really stepped up for the banned book sale. Y'all sure showed me! Much gratitude to all y'all; with fans like you, I am truly blessed.

This was the winner of the fan poll and paid for by supporters at LiberaPay and Patreon! Originally printed in 2015 for the floppy copies of All In the Family #3, they were cut from the final paperback version. Now they live again!

Text-only transcript in the comments below!

every legally disabled person has a story like this )
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-07-29 05:29 pm

Perfect Victims (and the guys who made the cash register)

Okay, so to quickly explain what's going on with itch.io (and Fansly, and Steam, and Patreon, and OnlyFans, and and and...)

So, when you buy something from a website, there's you (the customer), the creator of the thing (the maker), and the website you buy it on (the shop). But then there's the payment processor. The payment processor is a middle-man between you and the shopkeeper.

The metaphor I use is: imagine you go to a store and decide to buy a cookie. You go to the shopkeeper to give them your money, and suddenly a guy jumps out of the bushes and tells you, "NO! You are only allowed to buy pure, clean, HEALTHY food with your cash!"

You say, "Who the fuck are you, a cop?"

"No."

"A politician? Are cookies illegal now?"

"No."

"Are you involved with the shop? The cookie makers?"

"No! We made the cash register!"

further explanation, but I am not a banker nor all that educated about payment processors )