pheonix_system: Image of an orange sun on the horizon, with the black silhouette of a wolf in front of it. (Default)
2024-11-18 02:53 pm

Trying to Understand Amnesia

Somewhat recently, we started therapy to work though trauma. When we started, we didn't think we were experiencing any amnesia, but as we've been working through things, we've begun to wonder if that's true. It doesn't feel like we're losing time, but it does feel like we aren't remembering as much as we should be able to. Justin did some searching, trying to find things that talked about experiences with dissociative amnesia, but we struggle a lot with understanding the examples that are listed.

One of the ones we've seen mentioned repeatedly is "You don't remember important events, like your wedding day." This doesn't apply to us at all. For one, if we do have amnesia, then it's a lot more subtle than these sort of examples are listing, and for another we've never been married, and it's unclear whether the 'important event' needs to be of equal level of "big deal" as a wedding, or if that was just an example chosen because it's unusual to not remember something like that.

Another thing which is adding to the confusion is that it's possible we have ADHD, which we know can cause forgetfulness. We're struggling to figure out what might fall under what.

We'd be very appreciative of any system who was willing to share their stories of how you discovered you were experiencing amnesia, especially if you also have ADHD or a similar condition which can cause forgetfulness!

Thank you for reading.

--Skye
pheonix_system: Image of a wolf howling on a ledge, with a dark blue sky and a full moon in the background. (Werewolf_Pack_avatar)
2024-11-12 06:12 pm

Headmate Introduction: Skye

I'm Skye. I'm the host of the both the Werewolf Pack and kinda the greater system in general. I'm also the original, which means that I remember existing before anyone else did. I don't consider myself to be a "core", nor do I view myself as being any more important than anyone else. (I know some systems have a lot of baggage or hesitation around using terms like "host" or "original", so I like to provide this disclaimer just to help make it clearer how I'm using the terms.)

I'm one of the (majority of) humans in the system. I have been wondering for a while about being otherhearted, specifically cathearted, wolfhearted, and/or dragonhearted, but I'm still questioning and unsure. Additionally, from chatting with someone who has playfully decided I'm secretly a snake, I've begun to feel like I am a snake when I chat with them. I'm not sure what to call this feeling, though.
I love animals in general, which is one of the reasons it's hard for me to tell if I'm otherhearted or not.

I also love languages and have a passion for conlanging!


Edit: forgot to list wolfhearted