Pheonix System

I'm an age slider who ranges from a child to adult. This morning when I woke up, I was younger and I was upset because I was cold. But rather than just getting up and getting dressed, Little Me decided No. Clearly the only solution is to turn off the fan and curl up under the covers and pout about being cold lol.

Seeing this post by bodyetal , we thought it would be nice to write an obituary for Amara's wolf. We missed the deadline, and aren't sure we're comfortable with this obituary being included in something that would be for sale, so we're writing it here.

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One of Amara's wolves, whose name is unknown to all but the rest of the pack and Amara, was killed on August 1, 2025.
He is survived by the rest of his pack and Amara.
He was young and had just recently matured and become one of the protectors in the pack. He was killed defending Amara from the Beasts in the innerworld attack at [redacted].
He was buried on the moor, a sacred place for the wolves, and a small stone cairn was built to mark where he lies.

I figure I should introduce myself since I wrote the last post.

As the icon indicates, I'm a member of the Werewolf Pack. I'm a factive of Stray Kids Felix. Please do not treat me like I'm my source; we're two different people and it feels kinda creepy when people try to act like I'm literally him.
I don't mind talking about Stray Kids or my source memories, though, and am fine with questions if people are curious.

I'm one of the system's caretakers. I didn't start out having this role. I just sorta fell into it? And I actually only fairly recently decided to start calling myself a caretaker. I do a lot of small things like folding laundry and helping keep us hydrated. Which Skye is famously bad at /lh

That's kinda it for me, I guess. I can't really think of anything else to add to this, so :)
I think I'll just call this good

Somewhat recently, we started therapy to work though trauma. When we started, we didn't think we were experiencing any amnesia, but as we've been working through things, we've begun to wonder if that's true. It doesn't feel like we're losing time, but it does feel like we aren't remembering as much as we should be able to. Justin did some searching, trying to find things that talked about experiences with dissociative amnesia, but we struggle a lot with understanding the examples that are listed.

One of the ones we've seen mentioned repeatedly is "You don't remember important events, like your wedding day." This doesn't apply to us at all. For one, if we do have amnesia, then it's a lot more subtle than these sort of examples are listing, and for another we've never been married, and it's unclear whether the 'important event' needs to be of equal level of "big deal" as a wedding, or if that was just an example chosen because it's unusual to not remember something like that.

Another thing which is adding to the confusion is that it's possible we have ADHD, which we know can cause forgetfulness. We're struggling to figure out what might fall under what.

We'd be very appreciative of any system who was willing to share their stories of how you discovered you were experiencing amnesia, especially if you also have ADHD or a similar condition which can cause forgetfulness!

Thank you for reading.

--Skye

Hi! We're the Pheonix System! (The misspelling is intentional.) We went through syscovery in 2023, and since then we've been working to understand as much about plurality as we can, both our own experiences and others.

We're non-disordered and consider ourselves to be mixed traumagenic and endogenic. We don't focus on origins too much as we feel the experiences are more important than system origins.

We have three separate systems: our main system and two sidesystems.
The main system is called the Werewolf Pack and considered the "main" system because it's the system most often in focus.
Our sidesystems are called the Solar System and the Sol Collective. (There's a reason why their names are similar but we're probably not gonna explain it because it gets into some complicated system dynamics and 'lore'.)

We'll post individual member introductions when we front/feel like it.